Transmen-Testosterone Files and Rape

There is a long continuing presumption pervading trans minds/narratives of feeling/experiencing themselves as the sex they are not born. Sometimes this presumption begins in childhood, when their experience as female doesnt seem to match their female peers. Or if they have seemingly more in common with boys and boy behaviour/experience. We hear often I never felt like a girl. Not realizing having been born one, EVERYTHING they feel is girl, even after they begin high dosing synthetic male hormones. They feel male, through their femaleness, their female biology. NOT through being male biologically, which is the ONLY way to actually FEEL like a boy/man/male/he/him/his. This leads me to an early trans female account of testosterone's poisonous effects on the female brain/perceptions/thoughts/desires/actions.


Anita Valerio, who transitioned in 1989 and calls herself Max, documents several nightmarish realities of how testosterone drastically alters the female brain.
The noticeable presumption aside, her declaration of shrunken emotion and difficulty in experiencing deep emotion (outside of extremes) is a common theme of trans female narratives. All too often this limiting of emotion via testosterone use, is met with pride by trans females. They speak of feeling calmer, except when hurt, which quickly turns to anger or being quick to temper in ways they werent previously. This calmness (emotionally dull) is viewed by trans females as distancing themselves from their femaleness, more than moving closer to maleness. Patriarchy teaches that emotions are something that females have too much of and cannot control. Emotions have historically (still today) been used to confine women to mental institutions, declare women incompetent (so males could loot their properties/possessions, keep women from places of power etc. Whenever we hear of a trans female reveling in her lack of emotion, you can be sure this is a woman who has internalized some of the worst of misogyny as Anita clearly has.


Anita goes on in her testosterone file narrative to speak of how her sexual morals/desires changed after testosterone:
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Anita writes a great deal of differentiating herself from women through the use of misogynistic sexist tropes as much as through testosterone injections themselves. Anita also continues her presumption that her female body/brain's experience of synthetic male hormones is the same as that of males. Males whose bodies/brains begin changing with the introduction of the Y chromo at about six weeks of gestation in utero and further changes from the flooding of testosterone at about nine weeks. Male biology begins BEFORE testosterone and XY babies are born male. They come out of the womb that way, not superficially created from prescription drugs, therefore how they experience life via biology is naturally going to be drastically different from women injecting synthetic versions testosterone!

None the less, the effect from over dosing testosterone Anita Valerio writes about in females is frightening! Not merely a dark desire to view women as nothing more than fuck toys, but to contemplate raping women. She continues:
We live in a world where males rape and females predominantly get raped. I suspect the rape desires of trans females is half hormonal and half social based on their internalization of males rape/women get raped. What better way to FEEL like a real man and what better way to cease feeling female than for trans females to frighten girls/women with being raped, fantasizing of raping girls/women or actually raping girls/women.

There are no known drugs to successfully remove the desire of pedophiles from wanting sex with children, yet the drug testosterone can create a desire in women to rape other women. Even if the chance of a trans female raping another woman is one in a million, why would any medical professional risk prescribing it knowing the lifetime trauma rape causes? Testosterone in high doses in women IS poisonous, poisonous to their female body and often times poisonous to the bodies of other women. And if that isnt poison, than poison doesnt exist. Beware!
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